i get up at 11 every morning and it makes me feel sick,i feel like people are judging me, but really im judging myself. i try to look busy like i'm working on stuff so i shuffle an make loud noises, when really i have no fucking clue what im doing with my life.

so money isnt an issue i guess?

well, im very fortunate to have parents that are letting me come back and "get started" while living at home. most days i feel like a fucking idiot and a joke.

ah yeah, been there. aint being priveledgedgreat

oh yes you are so lucky

Welcome to the human condition

you have roommates?

yeah. they are ed mom dad and younger brother

Every day brings new options...never give up on tomorrow

yay raider♥ such wonderful advice for this forlorn person

^paraphrasing of a Fleetwood Mac song

Really? Wasn't planned :p

i hate that! i often feel like this myself :/ may i please ask how old you are? it's just for my own idea.

please try not to worry you are so damn lucky to be able to live with parents to figure out wth to do with your life. meanwhile, why don't you go out and get a job, any job? starbucks or whatever? it will lead to an idea of what to do with your life. it is when we are living life that the roadsigns come out and tell us which way to turn. try to live the "flow" experience. one day, something will jump at you and tell you "this is it. this is what i want/have to do." i hope i make sense.

well, actually i supposedly found what i want to do with my life. i just get kind of lazy and i try to "branch out" into other things which really aren't a great idea, and I waste money. It seems like i always have a new "hobby" which somehow relates to my chosen field. i am getting things done and doing good in school, i just feel sometimes like im not doing enough.

try on lives until one fits right that is what i try to do

The trick is to get out in the fresh air Go hiking, running, work out at a gym, play basketball. Physical activity will do miracles even if it's a walk around the block.

^ this!! oh yes you are so right!