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"and here we are rebuilding roads...
I've never fallen in love. I've been 'romantiy involved' with four women since I turned 18 -- the recent two more serious than the previous two. I've b married flirtation Neshkoro WI een sexually involved with a lot of women -- I don't have an honest count. The romantic involvements have been with really, really great women, and all of them were great in different ways. All four of them are objectively wonderful girls; witty/clever, intelligent/learned, pretty/cute, and unique enough to be interesting. We didn't last because I couldn't commit to any of them. I couldn't commit because I wasn't 'in love.' I fear that I might be too picky, but love should be picky. I can envision the girl I'd like to fall in love with. All of the qualities are flexible, and some are more important than others. Honestly, they're all of the best qualities taken from the girls I've really liked and put into one adorable chick. You don't wear make-up very often, but you can use it competently on rare occasions when -you- want to be dressy. You're learned and eloquent. You have an interesting specialty that I'd be more interested in learning about, or your specialty coincides with my own and we can discuss it intelligently. You love soft, sleepy music by competent musicians; you have an appreciation for all types of genres of music, though. You almost always wear sweatshirts and comfortable clothes, but you're able to dress up when you feel like it. You don't feel that a day spent inside with me is a day wasted. You write poetry that I actually like. You're a good, active cuddler -- you know how to get into my arm slot and you slide your hand over mine. You have a good, critical grasp of the world, and at least a cursory knowledge of politics and current events. If the previous sentence is true, you will likely lean left politiy. You're sexually aware -- you understand what you like in bed and are able to articulate it. Your main mode is sexual submission, but you are interesting enough to experiment in other directions. You are not submissive in real life, though; you can stand up for yourself and argue with me. You also know how to play the "good girlfriend" and take pleasure in doing it. You make excellent comments about all types of art. You're rarely shy, but you're occasionally insecure. You're pretty. You'll slow dance with me in my bedroom to a song we both like before we lay down together. You always tell me when you have dreams about me. We're impressed by each other, and we feel surprised/lucky that we "got" each other. We love sleeping together. We go out and stay in and take trips and get high. We sit across from each other on my couch and read books. We hold hands in public and you occasionally kiss my lips. We dream about running away from whenever we are, and we do it someday. ...right by roosting towns. it's just like the love-- the one that's never been enough."
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